My life has been one big crazy journey. I mean that literally. Ask anyone who knows me and they will tell you my nickname is butterfly maiden. I have transformed in this lifetime more times than a snake sheds its skin. I was actually told that at one point. Anyway, Just recently I thought it would be a good idea to do an emotional detox week. I spent the entire week meditating and doing the Suzanna Kennedy's emotional detox system. My intent was to leave the old behind and get more in tune with my inner and outer guidance system; i.e. my higher self and my spirit guides. I intended to Get the old negative energy out of my cells, and move forward into my future with ease and positive vibrations. Little did I know this was going to be the biggest and most pact full time of revelations I have ever experienced or expected to experience. It was literally one learning after another. So instead of keeping it to myself I knew I was being shown this information to spread the knowledge which is why I started this blog. In many ways my experiences opened up the door to my life mission and answered my questions as to why I am here on this Earth at this time.
There is so much information I am going to have to explain it all in a book one day. I will pick a starting point even though there isn't really a starting point nor is there ever an ending point. At the time I decided I was going to do the meditations, I was in a "helpless" state of being. I thought I had "it figured out", the whole manifesting concept. You know the "Law of Attraction" and bringing things into your life based on what you think. I had gotten pretty good at it actually. Was doing very well financially, raising two children on my own. Owned a studio salon where I was doing healing work, I was working on opening a bigger salon, and launching a hair extensions company; all of which demanded an insane amount of time and large amounts of money. I was spreading my self thin and financially was down to my last couple thousand dollars with no idea how I was going to pay my bills for the next month. For some reason my finances were my biggest teacher. I knew how to make money. I was bringing in $20,000.00 per month on good months and running steady, all of a sudden I started to panic. I was running through my savings and fast. My business slowed down and every time I would spend a dollar I couldn't help but freak out a little. You see, I know how it works. I knew what I was going to "attract" to myself if I didn't stop sending negative energy out into the Universe, but I couldn't help it. And of course, I manifest the very thing I was focusing my energy on.... Lack. I reached my breaking point actually. I had just previously Went through a terrible divorce that lasted almost longer than my actual marriage, went through a terrible break up and found out the man I thought was the love of my life was seeing someone else the last 6 months of our relationship, and on top of that I had two children I was raising on my own. I had never been single before this point and I am 33 years of age. Not to mention all the suffering I subjected myself to for my entire lifetime. This time period was the most transitional time of my life. Now I can see clearly why it all happened although it was extremely traumatizing, I was inadvertently creating it. I now know I am meant to enlighten others so I could maybe save them from having to crash before they figured out how it all really works. Which funny enough is the intention I set for myself a long time ago not even understanding what I was getting myself into. It isn't as easy as it is made out to be. Yes your thoughts attract but if you have blocks in your awareness or unawareness for that matter, you will eventually sabotage yourself. It's not just your thoughts, actually, your thoughts alone have little power, which is why positive thinking doesn't work on its own. There is a whole method to manifesting and maintaining it, and it isn't just resonating with the physical but the spiritual as well.
One night during my trying time, I was watching the Oprah Master Class and she said something that resonated with my soul. She sang a song to God that goes "I surrender.....I surrender.....I surrender allll". And when she said that it suddenly dawned on me that that was the message I was getting in my reality that I was ignoring. Surrender. Surrender and release. Let go of the need to control. So I sat there and cried, and cried. I asked God to send me the answer. I said please just tell me how to do it, I will listen, I will do it. And I let it go. I released it, into the Ether. It's funny how when you ask the Universe or yourself a question it will answer. Your brain will actually filter all of the information in your environment until it finds it. You will be compelled to go a certain way or stop just at the right time to get your answer, if you are listening that is. Anyway, the next night I wanted my daughter to watch this movie with me called "The Science of Miracles". It is a documentary featuring Gregg Braden. I know now I was compelled to watch it because it contained some integral information I needed to answer my question.
In this movie He discusses several scientific studies that were conducted on different modalities of prayer. The funny thing is I have watched this movie before, about 3 years ago actually and it was part of my transformation up to this point. You hear things differently though at different phases of your life. Now that I had more knowledge to build on the information came through on a different level. Since my life is Divinely guided I knew after watching it why I was supposed to rewatch it.
You want to know how to create? I'll tell you. It's your prayer. Your thoughts + your emotion= your FEELING, your prayer. The FEELING is the prayer. In every moment we are feeling something. We are sending out energetic frequencies to the photons (little packets of light) and the signal gets sent almost instantaneously to the "field" or the Mind of God, or Natures Mind. What ever you want to call it, this is how we create.
I will touch briefly on the amazing studies that were done that prove this. One of them was a military study that was done I believe in the 90's. The study was done to see if Human emotions had an impact on our Human DNA. They took swabs of DNA from a donor and put it in the next room under a monitor. The donor was then subjected to emotional stimulation. At the EXACT time the donor had a response to the emotional stimulation the DNA had the very same response. No time lapse. Dr. Cleve Baxter duplicated this study only he move the DNA and the Donor 400 miles apart. Same results. What that says is there is no time and space.
The next study was done by Vladimir Poponin also done in the 90's. This study was called the Phantom DNA experiment. He wanted to see if our DNA had an effect on the photons of our world. He took a glass cylinder and vacuumed out all of the "stuff", which we know is not possible because there is no empty space. Then he placed Human DNA inside the cylinder. What happened was the photons, the little packets of light, actually arranged in the same way the DNA was formed. They thought the photons would go back to random patterns when the DNA was removed. They did not. They stayed in the exact arrangement as if the DNA was still there. What this says is that we have a direct effect on the energy in our field, the molecules in our environment.
The next study was conducted by the Heart Math foundation. They found that the human field radiates out 5-8ft around our bodies. Human DNA was isolated to observed change in the presence of Heart based emotions. What they found was that when the human was in a state of Love or anything related to Love the DNA would form a relaxed pattern. Under the Emotions of rage anger hate etc, the DNA would coil tightly and in some cases shut down. Cutting off the light force of life. We know that while we are in a state of happiness our immune systems function better, we are healthier, and we live longer, our cells grow and divide faster and stronger. While we are under the emotions of Anger or anything negative our life force is literally cut off and we die slowly, we age, we get sicker, our immune systems are defenseless.
Another study I learned of recently was outlined in a book called Science and the Akashic Field by Ervin Laszlo. Ervin is the holder of the highest degree of the Sorbonne, is the recipient of four honorary Ph.D.s and numerous awards and distinctions. He is a brilliant man. The study that would pertain to this "theory" of the feeling creates is One that was done by the Dowsing research Group. If you do not know what dowsing is I will explain briefly. It is a practice that is used to find underwater veins, oil, and magnetic fields in the Earth. All that is needed is a dowsing Rod and a human brain and nervous system. A dowsing rod will not work unless it is conducted by a human. This technique has been used for a very long time. It's how they have found the oil fields you see when you drive down the 5. So a human uses a rod to scour the Earth and when a "signal" is felt the unconscious motor skills will move the rod. In this study they wanted to see if they could portray a dowsing "field" from the intention of one mind to another. They had an experimenter (the intender) in one area drawing out imaginary lines, shapes, and objects with their mind. In another area was the dowser (the intended). At the exact time the experimenter was intending the patterns to be sent to the mind of the dowser, the dowsers rod would respond as if it had found a water, oil or magnetic source, in the EXACT pattern that was intended by the experimenter!! The dowsers unconscious was picking up these patterns and duplicating them instantaneously. It did not matter if the dowser was 5,000 miles away, in a plane, in a cave or underwater. The results were the same in every case. What was even more fascinating is that those patters would stay there until the intender canceled them in their mind. The dowsing rod would read as if they were there even after 3 years!
With the DNA studies showing we not only control our own DNA but also the "stuff" our world is made of, we also have an effect on other people as well. Our thoughts our intentions are sent to the minds of those we are thinking about or intending towards. Those thoughts and intentions are picked up and felt on a subconscious level. Dr. William Broad did several studies on the effects of human intentions on other living things. The most famous of the studies was the "sense of being stared at". In one room he had the receiver hooked up to a Lie detector test, this machine measures the autonomic nervous system and changes in your heart rate etc. In the other room he set up a monitor screen where the sender could see the receiver. The sender was instructed to stare at the receiver at random. When the sender would stare at the receiver the machine would begin to register as if the receiver was in a nervous state. The receiver had no conscious idea when the sender was staring at them. You see we feel it unconsciously. Dr. Broad also did several other studies to see how human intention affects other living things. One of which volunteers were instructed to intend a school of fish to swim a certain way, or hamsters to run a course in a certain direction; they would follow the intention of the human. In all cases the outcomes were the same. Humans have a direct effect on other living things. In all studies where the subjects had compassion or were highly motivated, the results were increased. Not only can we send thoughts to others in a positive or negative way, we can also shield ourselves from receiving them. In studies where 1 set of volunteers would be the senders and another set of receivers would block themselves in another room with their minds, like putting up a shielding of light, or surrounding themselves in cotton etc, they were able to block themselves from receiving their senders attempts.
We do effect others as we think of them almost as much as we effect ourselves. The good news is not only do these studies show we do effect our world and the people in it, both positively and negatively, we can cancel that which we have sent out as well. Remember this next time you intend or think something negative regarding another person or thing. Also remember the law of Cause And Effect.... It comes right back to you.
We control our own fate. We have an effect on the energy in our field and also the field of others. The signals we are sending out to the Universe are picked up and show back up into our lives and the lives of the people we send intentions to (thoughts). Believe it or not, it is the TRUTH.
The ancient civilizations have know these principals without having to prove them. Somewhere along the path through time this information has eluded us. We have been conditioned to think of spiritual things as "out there" or META physical, mystical, not real. Well new science is proving what they knew so many centuries ago. The spiritualistic rituals of Tibet are done to get themselves into the feeling mode.
A study conducted by Psychiatrist Elisabeth Targ, proves the effects of remote healing. They call this non local healing. She wanted to put this theory or modem of healing to the ultimate test. She got together the worlds healers of all different denominations from chakra healers to shamans to christian healers and had them pray for a group of patients from all over the world. There was a prayed for group and a control group which no body was praying for. No one knew who was receiving the prayers and who was not. The healers were given their photograph and their T-cell counts and asked to pray for one hour a day in whichever way they prayed, of the healing of the select patient. Every patient that was in the prayer group was doing better in every regard. They were healthier, their T-cell counts were higher and their outlooks on life were more optimistic. While sadly, every patient in the control group (the group not being prayed for) died. You see they all were on their last phases of life so they should have all suffered the same fate. This is one of many studies I have read proving that it does not matter how far away you are from the other person, as you can see these patients were and healers were scattered throughout the world. Remote healing works and our intentions can heal the world.
How do you pray? Do you ask God for something? Or do you Plead for that which you think you are missing? However you do it, you are calling more of it into your life. Like they say Energy flows where attention goes. This is why "they" tell you to get into the feeling mode of having it now. What would you hear, what would you smell, what would you see, what would you feel?
Thank you to my guides. This was the answer to my question. The feeling that I am emitting is what is calling into my existence the things in which I am experiencing. The whole "new age" law of attraction is in fact a valid law. However, It is not the thoughts alone that are creating your life. It is your feelings. Thoughts + Emotions= Feelings. Now, there are a whole load of other factors into the feelings. It is easy to feel your way into creation, however, if you have limiting beliefs in your consciousness that are below the conscious level, eventually they will prevail any type of feeling you attempt. But, it is in this feeling we can figure out what our limiting beliefs are and this information empowers us. It empowers us because it enables us to be able to release them and instill new empowering beliefs. And as far as my life goes.... I am now back on track and things are running better than ever. As I climb up the steps I have the power to transform my limiting beliefs in no time at all. Thats what it is about. Moving up the scale and intending the same for everyone else. Awakening in 2012.
More on beliefs and the power of your subconscious in my next blog ;)
Thank you to all who read this and have a desire to create more love and happiness in your life. Thank you to my guides and all of my ancestors for allowing me to receive this information. It has been a blessing.
